Why is it always that my mind goes back to the past and the way I wish things really would be? It's never gonna happen, you can't change history... But a girl can dream can't she? I can wish with all my heart that I get exactly what I want.. Truth is that won't ever happen. I know this. Life can't change. The things that have happened to me can't change. Nothing can ever go back to the way it was before..i sure wish it could.. Oh how I wish it could So hard. The future cannot compete with the past. It has to be entirely unexpected and amazing and when it's not... It's utterly disappointing.. I'm so fucking disappointed in things.. That's why it's making me wish so hard for things to be different but they won't ever be. That's life. You move on... Right? You give up the past hopes and dreams and wish for new and different.. But is it really better? Or just different? There are things I really wish I could change. Seriously would love to change. I think I need to go out and get away from my own mind for a bit..i can't seem to handle it.
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