Sister I've always dreamed for...

Sister I've always Dreamed For...

When I was small
I wanted a sister
Someone to share
Those sisterly moments with

Waiting endlessly for something
That will never be
An only child
This is my life I lead

I wanted the love
The secret moments shared
The laughter, the games
Memories that will never be the same

My heart soared
Hearing of my half sister
My little sister to me
This was my dream

Raised apart our entire lives
Loving her because she's mine
Wishing, hoping for one day
Never understanding the adult way

Adulthood arrives
Introductions through friends
A love so strong
To be so destroyed

A brief few years
I felt such love, loyalty
How quickly things change
My heart saddened from the pain

Such hatred now
A distrust so deep
Lack of respect
Who are you to me?

She was once my dream
My little sister to me
All the hope and love
Cast aside so easily

I was foolish to be believe
That sisters were meant to be
Sometimes it's better
To live life sisterly free

Maybe, just maybe if...
If we had been raised together
Then maybe I would understand
The gift a sister could be...

I always wanted her
My little sister to me
How foolish this was of me
I never meant anything to her

It wasn't a dream
But a
Nightmare instead
My little sister to me

By: TheGirlWhoGotShot

So stuffing my face was not a good idea last night...

I feel sluggish. Ugh. Oh well. Ima down some water, smoke a bowl and go get coffee and then shopping!!!!!

Why......?
Because it's mother fucking spring break bitches!!! What! What! What!

Time to throw on some gangsta rap and get my spring breaking on! This weed is good. Like real good. Fuck yeah!

I seriously love that marijuana is legal in Washington state. I no longer have to worry when I go to buy it. I have so many fucking choices, that shit is ridiculous!!!! Off the fucking chain baby!!!! Right now I've got "Peppermint cookies" and "sunset sherbet" and both of them are fucking delicious. If you don't know, now you know.

I'm going in search of beach toys today so probably a ball. Lol that's really what I want is a ball. YaY Beach ball YaY

Have a nice day y'all! 

Can't stop stuffing my face

I'm just stuffing my face tonight watching some 'Golden Girls' :-P

Spring break has been fun so far!!!! Ok ok ok .k. I'm not in school. I don't have kids. Whatever! It's mother fucking spring break bitches!! Ima celebrate like a 17 year old about to graduate! Wooohooo!!!

My fun began with 80's movies and then onto campy young love, bikinis and party movies. I've done face masks and scrubs, lotions, zit zap stuff. Still need to paint my nails... Pink... Maybe turquoise... Who knows, we'll see what happens :-P

Went shopping, got my summer sandals, picked up snacks and food for our beach trip adventure in a couple of days. Also got more face masks and a new shower cap, it's pink and white.

Board games and kites are packed. Made a scavenger hunt for the beach... Wonder if we'll find anything else from Japan along our Washington coastline??? Maybe!

My creative side has popped out and I painted a flower watercolor picture the other night. I never know what I'm going to create until the paint touches the paper!

I've been reading. You should read 20 minutes a day :) today I've been reading 'adventures in space' it's short stories. I'm gonna get sucked into some kind of novel this week.. I just need to pick one :-*

Oh!!!! The TV series I'm a part of has finally aired it's first episode on live television!!! So awesome seeing my name on TV!!! If you want to check it out it's "Olympia in Obscura" on YouTube.

Anywho! Have a great night, I love you :-* and by you, I mean me because you must first love yourself before you can truly love anyone else  <3  love all of you too, even if I don't know you because we are all one race, the human race and humanity for me is compassion, love and smiles to all <3