Sister I've always dreamed for...

Sister I've always Dreamed For...

When I was small
I wanted a sister
Someone to share
Those sisterly moments with

Waiting endlessly for something
That will never be
An only child
This is my life I lead

I wanted the love
The secret moments shared
The laughter, the games
Memories that will never be the same

My heart soared
Hearing of my half sister
My little sister to me
This was my dream

Raised apart our entire lives
Loving her because she's mine
Wishing, hoping for one day
Never understanding the adult way

Adulthood arrives
Introductions through friends
A love so strong
To be so destroyed

A brief few years
I felt such love, loyalty
How quickly things change
My heart saddened from the pain

Such hatred now
A distrust so deep
Lack of respect
Who are you to me?

She was once my dream
My little sister to me
All the hope and love
Cast aside so easily

I was foolish to be believe
That sisters were meant to be
Sometimes it's better
To live life sisterly free

Maybe, just maybe if...
If we had been raised together
Then maybe I would understand
The gift a sister could be...

I always wanted her
My little sister to me
How foolish this was of me
I never meant anything to her

It wasn't a dream
But a
Nightmare instead
My little sister to me

By: TheGirlWhoGotShot