Summer always kicks off with a blast :-) my birthday, sunshine, lakes, fun times!
It was really good for me to get a couple weeks by myself. Not that I don't love him being around but there's something amazing about having my own personal space that has nothing to do with anyone else but me. Being able to just decompress by myself as myself without hindrance of any kind is absolutely fantastic!
Bumping my music all night, going out and having drinks with friends, walks and random adventures, puppy play time, none of that 'what's for dinner' conversation, get cute or PJs all day... Who cares? ... Not on any schedule, no worries, bed all to myself! I love me time!
However... Without him around it gets rather, quite boring, I must say. So a couple of weeks is OK.. But I wouldn't want it any longer than that because seriously he's my adventure buddy!
Heading to the ocean this weekend for Pirate Days!!!! Can't wait to see the puppies dressed up like Pirate's (my favorite part) they're seriously adorable in their little costumes!
Well.. Let's see, what else has been going???? Accrued a horrid sunburn by chillaxin on a float at the lake for hours. Totally worth it ;-) ... Unfortunately I've been having panic attacks more often, kinda sucks but what can you do? I've been shot up, it's part of my life. I'm just trying to have as much fun as possible to distract myself from my own worries about him being out early. Like, I seriously hate the fucking waiting part. I'll just cram pack life with fun and live it to the fullest because that's what I do.
So that brings me back to what am I going to do next??????? I'm hoping there's camping in my near future ;-)
All right y'all, thanks for listening to the ramblings of the girl who got shot :-*
-side note-
I saw a double rainbow today, it was huge, majestic and completely magical!
