Goodnight

Goodnight world~ I shall see you when I awake, hopefully not too early because I like my beauty rest :-* kisses, loves and hugs xoxox

The Peep attack!

     Today was a planned day. Just one of those ordinarily beautiful days when your best friend is at work and you and your girlfriend's go over and Peep her house.... Most people would just be like ~Why? and we're over here like, why not? You know what a Peep is, right? Those marshmallow Easter candies with the beady little soulless black eyes. My best friend is freaked out by them, don't judge (i'm sure there's something the creeps you out too)
     She is on her way home now ...*giggles*... The anticipation is hilarious, I can't stop smiling. We're all waiting on the response because seriously there are so many of them everywhere! Taped to the windows... All over the trampoline... In the trees.. The BBQr.. The lights..the chairs... The fire pit... Skewered onto a pitchfork... They're freaking everywhere!!! Hahaha
      She wouldn't even set foot outside her back door and made all the children in the neighborhood clean it up... I'm pretty sure they ate most of them. Repeatedly she had told me I'm evil evil evil... She might be right but I think I'm more hilarious than evil. We peep attacked her better than anyone has before!
     I am waiting for the retaliation. I fear there are going to be mushrooms everywhere at some point...

Prayers for Fort Hood

My prayers go out to Fort Hood today. My heart is heavy for all those wounded and affected by such a horrific tragedy. All those people in the hospitals right now.. They are in so much pain and have a very long road ahead of them.

As I write this, tears fall down the side of my face and my heart feels as tho it's in my stomach. My own memories of being shot have resurfaced and are taking over my every thought and emotion. Today is going to be difficult, it will be there with me for however long it decides before I start my own healing process again.

All those people... All the pain.. The death.. The wounded.. The families... The friends... The road ahead.. Such an emotional aftermath.

♥Fort Hood♥ A place we called home, the great place. All of you are in my deepest thoughts and prayers.

Acting like an adult

This weekend will test my ability to act like an adult around an ignorant rude ungrateful bitch. I'm going to be polite. I'm going to be nice. I'm not going to engage in conversation with said bitch. She can act however she wants, i'm going to be the better person. I do have experience in being polite and nice to those I truly hate and this will be one of those times. I like to wait and observe and laugh when things come crumbling down all while being nice and polite so they have no idea. It is about personal satisfaction. I know, I know blah blah blah forgive and let go... Fuck that! I am nice and polite but seriously some bitches deserve their world to crumble and it's completely ok for me to find it humorous because being an adult means acting like a grown up and being civil towards others even if you don't like them.

To dye my hair or not

Hmmmmmmmm should I just do it and dye my hair before work today......????? Probably a good idea