Saturday night- Date night

So the hubby and I went on a date. Classic let's go to the movies kinda date. It was fun going out. The movie was ok, not my kind of style for filming tho. I just do not like the handheld video camera crap. Gives me a headache.

We saw 'Project Almanac'

Out of high five, I'll give it a side five to the left. Just not very great. Good acting for the most part... Except one of the 5 main actors. He just seemed scurred and didn't flow with the rest of the cast. I absolutely hate handheld shooting, it looks like crap. The plot was decent but I feel like it should have been something more intense to it.

So we're home now and the hubby decides he's going to wash my car so it looks nice for tomorrow while we go shoot on location for 'Olympia in Obscure'. Pretty sure the only thing I really want to do is be in the film but I'm working on crew stuff so at least I'm part of the production.

Gona make some delicious chicken fajitas for dinner tonight!

Kisses and fist bumps my friends!!

Coincidence?

Sometimes I wonder how much is coincidence or fate or just sheer fucked up luck.

I've been shot, it fucking suck's. My attitude is amazing for what has happened to me. Well, to be honest, my attitude is better than most people who haven't had much bad shit happen to them. It is what it is. I'm a happy person and love my life.

So why then? Why!?! Why in the fucking hell did I have to get a random Facebook friend request from someone with the same fucking name as one of the fucking assholes who shot me? Like, hey universe you're kinda being a dick.

5 months of bullshit coming at me from a crazy psycho stalker bitch who doesn't take the hint to leave me the fuck alone even after literally kicking her out of my house. Wtf? Then dealing with people who are supposed to be an amazing part of my life but are just always rude to me no matter what the fuck is going on. Then someone vandalizing my car with lipstick days after an argument with said supposed to be amazing part of my life person and now this!!!!!

Are you fucking kidding me? Why in the fuck is some dude with the same name as that fucking prick friend requesting me. That's just fucked up.

I do know it's not the same guy tho, thankfully because that scumbag is still in jail right where he fucking belongs.

So YaY me. It's time for a change. The negativity needs to get the fuck out of my life and I'm going to insist it be sooner than later. I'm done.

Dreams coming true!

So wooohooo I'm part of the cast for 'Olympia in Obscura' a TV series being form in Olympia Washington area!

Recently I was mailed a letter I wrote myself 12 years ago. I had so many drama and goals and things I just wanted to do and being part in TV/movies was one of my main goals and just now after receiving this letter, I'm going to accomplish my goal!!!!!

Wooohooo wooohooo wooohooo

Oh my gawd

Well that was some fun drama...umm pretty much that means that she successfully made me not want to ever be around her again... Sigh... She really doesn't think she was being rude. How in the fuck doesn't she get that? Oh right she doesn't have consideration for anyone, ever.

I'm so done dealing with people who are rude to me. Now I've decided that I'm trying to be grown up and not instantly block and delete people, this is when I want to the most. Pfffftttttt!!!

Ok so that's it, everyone is going in restricted.

I can not handle any more of this crap. So much bad has happened and I am not going to be anybody's fucking victim for their anger.

Fuck u bitch. You wanna be rude, ima be way more rude and then guess what, I'm gonna fucking bitch about you on social media because I don't give a fuck who reads what I write... Besides my mom... She shouldn't read everything omg that would be horrific. I like to keep her a little sheltered, she needs it. It makes her feel good to be blissfully unaware so I'm ok with that because I love her so much I don't want her to have to deal with anything ever.

I write about the fucked up shit that happens to me, mainly because people don't really understand that even when really bad things happen you can still be a happy person and love the life you live.

Own up to who you are. Do not come at me trying to hide shit because now you got caught being a sneaky bitch when you should've just been straight with me because I literally would've told you anything and everything you could've possibly wanted to know that has anything to do with either of them. Dumbass! Now you've made me officially not like you and that's a terrible spot to be in and a very hard one to come back from. Good luck.

I'm frustrated lately. I'm angry at people who think they can just treat me terribly and think I won't say anything. She treated me like shit during the wedding extravaganza and I just let it slide because I'm not gona be the one to cause drama during that but that's over. Has been for months. I will not stand for it.

After the psycho stalker problems and having to shut that shit the fuck down which took 4 fucking months to end it, I'm over any fucking person being an asshat to me. I will straight tell you I do not like it and you can go fuck yourself. I'm done.

Ok rant over.

Basically..... This is what happened

Basically.... This is what happened, I just didn't feel like posting anything. Things kinda ticked me off for a bit and with all the sadness from all 3 of my dogs passing away (RIP Monster Squad) the holidays were just too much this year and still fantastic at the same time but some things were just fucked up. Period.

Ok so let me start with my 2 AM phone call from my biological dad who's up in Alaska. Normally I wouldn't answer after 9 PM because I know he's drunk, well this time I was sleeping and just fucking answered, my mistake. Seriously, he was a complete jackass to me. I just don't understand how a father can say such horrible things to his daughter, ever. That was Christmas Eve morning... What a fantastic way to start 2 days of family holiday fun. At least he wasn't here.

I'm frustrated with my hand. I got released from hand therapy with 25% use. That suck's on a real level of seriously fucking suck's. My work of course doesn't even understand that they need to replace me even tho I've told them to.

Let's move on to fun stuff.

I got a puppy. Rescued her from a lady who rescued the whole litter from the reservation. She's a lil fluff ball, all black, cute as a baby bear! Can't wait to see what she grows up to be!!

I don't have much else to say so I'm gonna go check on my late night snack and just chill the fuck out and go to bed in a little while.

Hugs n kisses bitches