Coincidence?

Sometimes I wonder how much is coincidence or fate or just sheer fucked up luck.

I've been shot, it fucking suck's. My attitude is amazing for what has happened to me. Well, to be honest, my attitude is better than most people who haven't had much bad shit happen to them. It is what it is. I'm a happy person and love my life.

So why then? Why!?! Why in the fucking hell did I have to get a random Facebook friend request from someone with the same fucking name as one of the fucking assholes who shot me? Like, hey universe you're kinda being a dick.

5 months of bullshit coming at me from a crazy psycho stalker bitch who doesn't take the hint to leave me the fuck alone even after literally kicking her out of my house. Wtf? Then dealing with people who are supposed to be an amazing part of my life but are just always rude to me no matter what the fuck is going on. Then someone vandalizing my car with lipstick days after an argument with said supposed to be amazing part of my life person and now this!!!!!

Are you fucking kidding me? Why in the fuck is some dude with the same name as that fucking prick friend requesting me. That's just fucked up.

I do know it's not the same guy tho, thankfully because that scumbag is still in jail right where he fucking belongs.

So YaY me. It's time for a change. The negativity needs to get the fuck out of my life and I'm going to insist it be sooner than later. I'm done.