Tuesday, May 6, 2014

In pain

Lately I've been having some serious pain in my knee. My knee definitely got the worst of it when I was shot. It seems like no matter how much I stay off of it, it still hurts. There's still pressure surrounding it. I'd say the most annoying part of it is that I really like to just get up and go. Hopefully it'll feel better by this weekend, I've got adventuring to do! I just want to go go go, see everything, go everywhere, have fun and not be held back but such is my life that if I want these things I must push through the daily pain and just go. It's frustrating and pisses me off beyond belief but then I'm over here like omg I can't believe I'm still alive and the frustration of the pain becomes subdued with the reality of I could be dead instead. Fuck that! So what if it hurts. I'm alive. I'm a survivor. I'm going to live like there is no tomorrow because they're literally could be no tomorrow, no one ever know what the universe has in store for them. It's one grand lifelong adventure and no one can predict it's outcome. No matter what you do death is inevitable so I say- enjoy the day, live the world you're in and crate the happiness you want. You are the only one who can choose how you live your life. I choose happy even while I'm sitting here in pain.

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