One thing nobody tells you about getting shot is that years down the road, there will be those split second moments where it feels like you've been shot again. It's only for a moment but, wow, that moment is intense.
Just a few minutes ago, I'm geekin on my phone and my hip just explodes in pain. I literally screamed out. My dogs just looked at me like I was crazy. It was like the bullet ripped right through it again and then it was gone, completely back to my “normal".
There are certain things I had actually believed when I got shot, like I had thought I would actually heal... Ha! Jokes on me.... Before tho, I had never had anything worse then bumps and bruises so my reality of what heals was so off. My doctors think I healed wonderfully for everything that happened. Me, I wish I could kneel, I wish I could do so many things that are just constricted in my everyday lifestyle but I can't and I still try.
Let's hope that there are no more shadow pains today. I'm not really into screaming out in pain if there isn't a current cause.
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